-photos taken in Croatia in September at Outlook festival


Keep thinking about how much I cant wait for lectures to be over and coursework to be done. Thinking about my summer of nothing or possibly everything, saving up my dollar and escaping.


This weeks been yet another week of doing fuck all. I don't mind, I do it the best you see, but its sort of dis-hearting that once again I failed at pushing myself to get out the house and do something intelligent. I'm panicking about my final photography project as its just a complete mess in my brain, I'm not being inspired. I hate photography it just frustrates me as a medium, I can't get it right I'm never happy with the outcome. I prefer it if I can just read and analyse...this is where I see my future is at. Film historian. ahhhh I like these dreams.


Herp


Stoke on Sunday to see Alex, I'm excited to see him, even though he is a utter faggot.

Been thinking about finishing university a hell of a lot recently. I'm enjoying this year, don't get me wrong, but the idea of moving out and living a simple little life for a bit makes me feel good. I want to run a small bookshop by the sea, maybe just for a year or something. Then think about getting on my way to becoming something more, but the idea of having my own place surrounded by my kittens and my little Boston Terrier called Ellie, waking up to some sea air and opening a little bookshop just seems so perfect. I'm also thinking about the fact that maybe I'd like to be with someone by this time next year, I'm sick of feeling alone in this world.

In Ruins

Last night I went to see Baths and a few other artists play in Old Street. Wouldn't say it was my scene or my particular favourite type of music. But I fancied a few beers and ended up having a lot of fun none the less. Swayed to those beats, specially when he played In Ruins. I was happy.






this guy was crazy.

Stressy, stressy, stressy! I've been trying to pile together my presentation and try and get some shots done before I have to act like I've been super busy, when instead I've been lurking.....derp

This is the only picture I was really pleased with from my day out; I managed to grab life by the balls and ask shopkeepers and homeless big issue sellers to don the mask and let me take photos. But in the hurried and uncomfortable state I was in, the photos tend to fail me. 

But it was great none the less because I spent it with Tom and this makes me so happy. We bought a Victoria sponge cake, which I had to be distracted from buying but I still nipped my way past that one. Returned home for tea and then proceeded to eat the cake, which I ate all of practically. mmmm cream.

I was shown the delights of Garry's Mod and Harry You're A Wizard for the hundredth time, still had me in fits.. Tom helping me for ages on Photoshop to correct the fact I am a spastic.

Then Spam ruined all our fun and made us listen to country and western songs. This displeased me.

The end

I once again have not updating in a while. The overload of work and impending due dates have left me feeling slightly uncreative and very tired.

 First piece of coursework handed in and I'm already overloading on Cronenberg; which is leading my mind to some bizarre and surreal places.

I feel like I'm being cocooned in some weird world, where only I exist.

This seems to be the only song that belongs in my head at the moment....